petraochkatarina

I've said it once. I've said it twice.
I've said it a thousand fucking times.
That I'm okay, that I'm fine.
That it's all just in my mind.
But this has got the best of me.
And I can't seem to sleep.
It's not because you're not with me. It's because you never leave.

You say this is suicide?
I say this is a war.
And I'm losing the battle.
Man down.

Is this what you call love?
(This is a war I can't win).


/ Petra